Biopsy

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Hello!

How long has it been since my last update? I am doing fine, how are life treating you all? Since my last update, life has been ok. I had manage to move forward with life and had proceed to go on about my every life which include school and studying. I manage to get pass my feeling of hopelessness and fear, however, today all those feelings came rushing back and once more I feel so hopeless again. I had my biopsy done today which was the worst feeling ever! They took sample from two different area. One at the parotid gland and the other one at my cervical lymph nodes. They did numb the two places, but it not help at all. I could feel them probing and poking at the parotid gland, but did not feel anything at the cervical lymph nodes until they were finish in which the numbing agent had already dissipated and that area became sore and stiff. It was sore for me to even turn my head to the right side all together. I feel so sad and hopeless. I wanted to cry for this pain to stop. I usually have a low pain intolerance and will cry about anything. I am frustrated and want this to be done and over will!

One the side note, I passed all my class for this term and am waiting for next term to start. I just hope that I do not need to get the surgery in the middle of the term. Until then I will update you guys.

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